insouciance

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Thank goodness I didn't freak out (:
hit 100 today, and it was really awesome. I've got loads of experience to gain, and hopefully I won't have to pay a (heavy) price for it. Drove my sis to ECP today, and I think she was pretty nervous about me driving. hahah actually I think my parents were too.

I'm done with my VISA, so left with one last thing to do (:
I was thinking about what I will miss the most and a few things came up into my mind. Food is definitely on my list. And well, I don't have to mention the rest (: you know it.

H1N1 is in Singapore and Australia. Tamiflu works right?

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Confession of a slacker: I've been stalking people on FB, blogger and lj. HAHAHA
Thank goodness the June holidays are coming! which means 2 things: school's starting and the GSS is here! seriously, I can't wait for school to start. My brain is deprived of knowledge. If food is to stomach then knowledge is to brain. haha okay, bad attempt -_-

And, GSS ((: savings FTW! (it does not mean f the world, neither does it mean the opposite of wtf!)
time to get stuff I will need at low prices eh. shopping people? (:

wish me luck tomorrow!

Friday, May 22, 2009

whatever it is, never look back (:
okay, maybe it's alright to take a peek... just to remind myself that I'm afterall a human being.

I saved this postsecret postcard a while back, and I think this is the 3rd time I'm using it. BUT this time, I have a different take on the relevance of this postcard...

...I know I will be happy (:

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

((:

hope all things go well from now on (:

My memory has been bad these days. I can't believe I forgot the badminton date! I suck. hahaha, luckily CY messaged me 5 mins before we were supposed to meet about the court number. So I ended up muttering "I suck" while grabbing my racket, changing into a decent shirt and rushing out of house. Thank goodness Dad was home and he sent me there (:

Spent almost the entire Monday at the airport (: we sent val off before heading to the viewing gallery to read our books. Well, we didn't really read much; we ended up talking about the next phase of our lives (: I'm really excited!

and today, I finished reading "A thousand splendid suns" (:(:(:(:(:

Sunday, May 17, 2009

crap and crab

For the past week I've been feeling really frustrated. sigh. whatever luh, things will get better!

I was consulting my senior just now. hahaha she always gives the right words at the right time. "courage is doing something despite fear; it doesn't mean no fear". well yeah, I will (: I will find someway out, somehow, if I'm stuck... so no worries!

Anyway, "Angels and Demons" is... hmm, slightly disappointing. I wouldn't give it a 2.5 though, maybe a 3 out of 5. That was yesterday.

Today, Clara and I went exploring at Labrador Park! It was really fun, and I want to finish blogging about it before my brain shuts down. We saw the battle sites and walked the length of the park, enjoying the sun, the breeze and the view. At one point, the water was really clear that we could see the rocks underneath! It's awesome. There was also the legendary Dragon's teeth gate, the Labrador Jetty and the only stretch of beach at Labrador. haha. Spent probably an hour at the jetty/ beach looking at people's catch and searching for... crabs! Yeah, they are really mini. AND, Teddy the hairy crab is really really hairy. Haha!
Let's rent some rods, and go fishing someday! ((:

Shagged, seriously. But it was good.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Hopefully everything falls into place soon. ((:

& EXERCISE!

Monday, May 11, 2009

Fool's errand is nice (: BUT, it would have been better if I have more background knowledge of the previous books. I'm still on it, but it's getting pretty awesome now.

KTV yesterday with "the class". Though it consisted only 7 of us, it was interesting. (:

... I wonder if we will ever be the same again. 1 year, 5 years, 10 years later. What awaits us?
Maybe it's when we (I) learn to forget, that we (I) will see more to our lives than each other. But know that, to me, our friendship transcends everything else.

I came this close to telling you and I really shouldn't do it again. It scares me and it will destroy us.

I'm trying to find my p.sch teachers. If there's anyone who knows how to contact Mrs. seto, Please tag me. Though I'm not sure if she will remember me, I just want to thank her once again, personally. (: Haha, and my mum's going to bring me to visit my nanny! I can't remember how she looks like, but I really can't wait!

Friday, May 8, 2009

yesterday saw me whacking balls, sending them in all directions.
yes, val van and I played tennis -i finally exercised!- under the friggin' scorching sun. It was fun but my forearm is hurting now. After lunch, we headed to town for nice chilled drinks at Starbucks!

"What dreams may come" by Richard Materson is interesting.. I wouldn't say it's as captivating as Harry Potter, nonetheless, the idea of afterlife by the author is touching and complicated sometimes.

and it made me wonder if it hurts to die.

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I'm halfway through Sweeney Todd when weirong decided to recommend a Robin Hobb book to me. I was curious what it was about so I started out on it. Aww, bad choice! I'm hooked onto Fool's Errand now. So going to abandon ST till I'm done with Fool's Errand... (:

Met the woman at lot one today to shop for presents and to catch up! After tennis yesterday, my right arm was aching... and after meeting weirong today, my left arm is hurting too. haha! I remember we played this slapping scissors-paper-stone game in sec2, and my right hand swelled after 1 minute into the game, and it was bruised after 5 minutes. I'm surprised I lasted for five mins actually. HAHA.
Great day today; it has been a long time since I laughed this hard (: I hope we get our letters really soon yo!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

sick of everything

I hate these.

I need confirmations; I want to settle everything soon, and really look forward to what lies ahead. sigh, it seems like the first half of 2009 is full of uncertainties.
And it's unfair to them, because I keep feeling frustrated and annoyed at any slight hint of a conversation about Universities.


walk me through the seasons, will you?

Monday, May 4, 2009

flight or fight

Picnic was enjoyable, though the welcoming party ended up with only 2 people (of which only one came on time) HAHA. and sorry kelly, for putting you through all that stress having to cross roads while not seeing where you are walking.

I'm more tanned now due to the sun.


Does anyone understand?
Embrace the facts; face them alone. No one's going to run back to save you.

In this world, it's flight or fight.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

heartbeat

Sometimes I wonder if... I really wonder...

KTV today (: yeah it was fun catching up, laughing at stupid things, enjoying... everything. After that, xy and I went to JP to meet wq. really really sorry for letting you wait man!



... and feel the rhythmic pounding against the ribs; this yearning has never been greater.