insouciance

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Should I go for it?

In sec 3, I thought of going to Princeton to further my studies. LOL. I think I was really naive. hahahaa. Well, at least Harvard has never been one of my dream schools. hahaha. yeah, don't laugh. And in primary 6, apparently I told my mum that I wanted to study in Australia and let them retire there too. But that's something I'm going to aim to achieve (:
I don't know how, and I don't know when, but someday, somehow, this dream will be fulfilled.

A friend once wrote: "Obstacles are frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goals." :)
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yesterday was Day four of the Pack-my-Room operation. Hahaha. and I'm not done yet. =( I'm done with all of the three tables but I still have 2 boxes, 2 drawers, a cupboard and a wardrobe to pack. wow oh wow. -___-

For the past four days of packing, I've been rummaging through 9 years worth of stuff and memories. Some of the items had real sentimental value that no price could have ever match up to them. I flipped through my primary school stuff (photos, gifts etc.) and I realised it's quite a pity that I've lost contact with a few friends of mine. Supposedly, with technology in our generation, it is easy to find them, but I can't help but wonder if the friendship will be as pure and innocent as those days. I don't even know if they will remember the primary school days.
Yeah, and then there's the toys from the good ol' days. (: Have decided to donate them to the less fortunate, and hopefully they will get a good load of fun out of the toys too.

Sometimes I do wonder if it would have been better if I am given the change to erase my memory and start my entire life all over again. But I realised there's just too much memories that I can't bear to part with. So, I think I'm happy with who I am now (:

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